I recently has no chill at all for anything happened to my life.
I keep blaming myself, feels not enough, a lot of regrets popping out of my head, all of this menacing feelings I couldn't control.
Later did I know, I rely on human too much.
I put my happiness on people, I put expectation based on things I've done and wishing the universe will do the same but it's just not how it works.
I thought I knew how to handle it all but it's just another glimpse of life lesson.
Still way more to go.
Get your seat belt on.
I keep blaming myself, feels not enough, a lot of regrets popping out of my head, all of this menacing feelings I couldn't control.
Later did I know, I rely on human too much.
I put my happiness on people, I put expectation based on things I've done and wishing the universe will do the same but it's just not how it works.
I thought I knew how to handle it all but it's just another glimpse of life lesson.
Still way more to go.
Get your seat belt on.
